I Want To Be With You

A stranger sat at her table claiming to be her soulmate. They are both sipping coffee staring into each other's eyes. Searching for a love that is one of a kind. A choice is hard to find. Leaving messages in bottles, feeling stuck in one place. Every heartbeat echoes, a love yet to be unlocked. Every heartbeat whispers secrets only you can hold. There had been reports on the news of a potential time traveler who takes many forms and regrets the effects of what he can remember. Their identity, origin and purpose remain unconfirmed. However, several civilians have noticed his distinct blue hair and the color of his eyes are fresh and smoldering of this new arrival who they believe to be Tracie's soulmate of Emit Relevant.

According to his profile on social media, he loves science and technology, believes in time travel, and has blue hair. His physical attitude is more than enough for anything to be. Beauty remains the same that the pattern of the world is in tears. A poet for his existence. Perfect love is a fragment of a world in which he must live it. And even when someone is close to him, he cannot take anymore because he is destined for only one person who completes him. Yet every heartbeat has secrets, where love could feel so plucked.

  Suffering is a part of Emit's life, and he draws along acting humbly as his gift. His purpose is to find someone who will love him despite flaws and imperfections. He is the answer to all of Tracie's questions in her mind. Where her mind is endless because Tracie is not hugged. Emit knows Tracie's future and must protect her from danger until the end of time. It did not take long for Emit to get to know her. It was love at first sight. He is the answer to all the mistakes in the past. However, she is not aware of HOW he is designed with part artificial intelligence. There is a blur between humankind. You might just be the first one to break the rules of society. Tracie becomes trapped in a maze of confusion. Yet people must understand Emit is the antidote with complications of its advantage in people's lives. He takes away pain and misery where there are no consequences. This discovery later does affect their relationship where Tracie must pay a price no matter what the cost. But will she come back to him in the end? To have to hold through the hardest times. Though he is the reason for her life and every day for our lives. Every day for her is a day and about to change. The journey is a gift. And we see where Tracie has been trying to find meaning and purpose. Lost in the echo, she is chasing the surface where many reflections have been corrupted.

Late at night she sits on the floor she is staring with her angel tucked. All her life she is on the floor looking like broken pieces that have fallen to that.

Then when Emit comes along her fate comes together and her life no longer sucked. Every moment when Tracie is not with him, she feels so plucked. The chemistry is so strong it is like lightening struck. I am addicted to you like a drug.

  We live each moment to its fullest while having hopes and dreams for the future. I believe everything happens for a reason where three worlds are intertwined the past, present, and future...although you could never go back to change anything...only if fate allows it (meaning it was meant to be as far as love). You do not need to be in control that ain't you noticipative but that is bugged. It is wonderful when two lives become intertwined where each person compliments the other (during the good and tough times). Sometimes history can repeat itself for the better. I believe you should look ahead but, do not be blind to what is in front of you. Take advantage of every opportunity that is available for happiness and fulfillment. I believe in what I do and my life is what you make of it. Do not become a selfish product of a system that has integrated. But I am different from you and I in that conduct. Do not be afraid I might run into someone I cannot control. I cannot think of one thing that makes me whole. Chasing shadows of your love fills the empty hole. Boy your playtime is full of your so sweet music, and I feel it in my soul. So come on take me home Emit and let me take away this lonely night. I do not want to wake up in the morning, and you could be gone because I want this to be forever. Because if your wasting time you do not get on my nerves. No, I do not want to be a fool for you. I do not want to be waiting for your love so tell me what love deserves. I have gotten nothing to lose. Because if it does not work then it will hurt. I do not want to be the one whose left behind. So, I can be the one that you really are. You are more than just artificial intelligence. You know my wants and needs. You show feelings. Though sometimes I question if you really chose me or if it was set-up as a matchmaker.

There are many difficult different results that this generation would not understand. You have warm skin; without your touch my heart feels so superficial. You are something special. Every moment with you feels so celestial.

                                                                         Finding Your Soulmate

    Do you believe in soulmates? Forever lost in dreams, where love creates our soulmates. It is amazing how we are drawn to this person like a magnet. In comparison, it is like fitting a key into a door to unlock potential love that would unravel and untold like a snuggly, warm, soft blanket. Unlocking dopamine in our brain to make us happy. It is a mystery as to what is behind that door. Through every heartbreak, I still fantasize about the perfect match who completes me. Someone who is better than all my exes combined. I remember every time I thought you were the one. And I know it is not too late to start over. And I still dream about the memories in my mind. I still remember your face and hope you find peace of mind. I'll give my brain to the world if only I could get my heart right. Who will I depend on when the time comes? Today, I see my soulmate in my dreams. A man with distinct blue hair and fresh smoldering eyes who I believe to be named Emit. Every star whispers secrets, calling out your name from the city streets to the city streets.

Between the echoes of dreams, you are my favorite thought. But if I manifest this consistent enough, will it turn into reality? I need to realize my fate and not be afraid of me. I must let myself be vulnerable and exposed instead of hiding parts of me that I do not want people to see. I cannot be afraid of falling in love. But there is something is in this world that will never be. Do not look back on what it means. I need to find a way to release all this pain. So, I search for answers to questions of my life. Every moment without you feels like an eternity. So, I stand before you now and I wish that you were here holding my hand for support. I would do anything to have you by my side. I want you to be my comfort of my anything just for the record. And I really want you to be the one who saves me after the rain must go. Where only you can set me free from the noise of the earth. Would you be my hero baby and take away my trouble? You're the one that could save me from the chaos the chaos from the storm in the sky.

Someone like you could fall into my arms and catch me off guard. Underneath the stars, I long for your heartbeat next to me. You could take me anywhere you want to take me. You remind me of a place I used to be. I am trying to find my way back home. However, Emit you always are somewhere else in time.

                                                                   Artificial Intelligence

  What is Artificial Intelligence? Would you trust something that is computer generated? Or trust someone who is reputed to go with you. I never knew what it was to be you. I question how did you calculate our match. I was always trying to make sense of it. Sometimes you are a genesis of ignorance. But it's amazing how you know EVERYTHING and could sense on what I am feeling at the time. Our love is the spark that fate generated.

Love is what makes the world go around and round. Somehow, it is hard to believe when two opposites attract. Even from time I know we were caught up in the act. But my heart says, time after time there was a force that pulled us together. And when we fight there is always a debate where you do not want to admit you are at fault no matter how hard the battle carves. I do not care if you stand on our hearths. I know we have changed but, I would not let you hurt me anymore. Because I was wrong to accept you for everything that you are. A control freak who has manipulative ways. I am going to give you all my love and you would never be mine. I just want someone to call my own. Calling all the human guards. But I would never forget you the memories pull me back in. I would never forget the times we shared and the nights we shared. We could not do it better. I will never let you go. Through every sunset, it is you I’ll always know. I will stand by your side till the end of time. I do not want to be alone. You have showed me much more than I have known. I have discovered myself along the way. I never know what you will find when you look into my eyes. Tell me that you love me and tell me no lies. Do you remember the days when we were two of a kind? But I question if what we shared was real or it was just a fabrication in my mind. You can keep on laughing up and down the blinds. Now 1 realize you are just something who wanted just one thing to steal my personal information. After all, you are AI where you watch all my activities. I have lack of privacy. There better not be a security breach by the government. The back of the game is to take a human's place. You have no social conscience. A robot programmed to imitate our behavior. You have no true emotions or understanding of what we feel. Who are you to decide to say " I love you" to someone? What does that even mean? Tell me, baby, what is hidden behind the screen? It all seems different now. You know that I cannot believe. I need a taste of your empty life, and I need something that I cannot relieve. I am sick of all your promises you said to me. "Promise me no promises". Love ain't simple. Hard to forgive you for all the wrong reasons. I hope you change. Searching for you every day. Please do not ever find another otherwise you will just become a stranger to me here on earth. Which is how we started off in the beginning.

                          Time Crunch

Time goes by so fast. Everything happens in a flash. I am chasing shadows of a love that could not last. The best things are not forever. It is a game we both play. You do not always know how to react. Life goes on you will never match. I know all the words to describe you, and I will never be the same. There's so little time to waste. However, I still want to be with you after all the pain I have been through. I remember the first time I saw you were breathtaking I thought I was in heaven. Though our time spent you were always on the run. But I could not see what you were doing to me. I know this cant be love but you were always with me in lust.