Goodbye at last

Shen Ci seemed to come to see me as soon as he got off the plane, so I could still smell the dust on his suit. I didn't expect that he would suddenly hug me and hug me a little tight when he saw me.

After a while, I heard his voice, soft and low.

"Why am I so afraid of losing you?"

I put my chin on his shoulder and stared at the floor-to-ceiling window. The afternoon sun shattered and fell on the ground, and my thoughts became more and more white.

Then I felt him clip something in my hair.

He held my shoulder and looked in the mirror with me, a very delicate little hairpin.

His hands hooked through my hair and whispered in my ear.

"Do you like it?"

"..."

"Like it."

I thought that my days with Shen Ci would return to the same lightness as before, until one day, Shen Ci stood in front of my bedside table with a plastic package in his hand. bag and ask me what it is.

I hid the snacks Gu Changzhou gave me in the deepest part of the cabinet, and I didn't even know why I knew that Shen Ci might find out, but I still didn't get rid of them.

And Shen Ci still turned over my closet.

"Xiao Bei, where did this thing come from?"

"..."

I looked at him, I didn't seem to have seen him angry, or I did, but I forgot.

Either way, I know it's not good that he's staring straight at me now.

"I went out and bought it myself."

He laughed, threw the snow cake aside, walked in front of me, and under the shadows, I suddenly felt oppression I had never felt before.

"I'll give you another chance, to tell the truth."

"..."

"I bought it myself."

I gritted my teeth and said word by word.

For a moment I didn't know how he acted. Before I could react, he threw me on the bed and pinched my chin.

"Do you think I don't know if you've ever been out?"

"..."

"..."

"You..."

His pupils shrank suddenly, perhaps his thumb touched my hot and humid tears. Immediately panicked, he wiped my tears with the sleeves of the sky-high shirt, and his voice softened.

"Don't cry... I'm too fierce?"

My tears couldn't be stopped after being comforted by him, but I couldn't say how hard I was crying. At first, it seemed that he was pinching a little bit, and then he said Unknown tenderness.

He didn't want me to suffer any grievances, but he insisted on taking control of everything about me.

A week later, he had a camera installed in my bedroom.

I stood in the corner with my head down, and at that moment, I suddenly felt a little sympathy for the canary in the cage.

Memories are flying, and some fragments are coming, and I seem to remember the old words at a certain moment.

The summer wind blew his shirt upside down. He stood in front of me and told me, I'll take you away.

If only you could take me away, that would be great.

For the next few days, I ignored Shen's remarks.

He didn't care, he still woke me up.

He rubbed my head when I couldn't afford it, slowly told me not to sleep too much, and still spoke to me softly, although many times I deliberately acted like I wasn't listening.