At this moment, I understand all.

　　To such a day, I finally understand that life is not so easy, reading is happy to a sweet thing, but in the case of having to face life, carry the pressure, those squandered times as if to think about are distant, many responsibilities have long been soldiered, the oppressive breath so dense. The future can only ride a donkey to see the singing book to see, feel apprehensive, feel impatient, the heart can not be calm, some things know that more thought will not help or will seek trouble.

　　The future is happy and some have been with our friends and have been supporting each other to go on.

　　 In addition to the fact that the company has a lot of friends, many of them are afraid to be alone and become indispensable, many of them are talking about changing, following and following and slowing down, walking and walking and scattering, thinking about even if the vacancy around them will be filled by the next person, so many people are erased, leaving you with a lifetime of friends, girlfriends, confidantes, and dead friends, slowly transforming into the family.

　　 About loved ones, blood is a wonderful thing to connect with, no matter who it is, loved ones can always pay bottomlessly between them, will miss, hang on to. The fact is that you can only get warmth from your loved ones when you are lonely.

　　 Sometimes it is not indifference, not comfort, not knowing what they want, is feeling tired, there is a desire to escape, to escape from the problems in front of you, to escape from those who do not want to face all sorts of things, and even to escape from the world, although know that this is negative, not good, or will want to escape for a while.

　　 Most of the time, I can be very happy to talk to everyone, can be a very unrestrained look, but just at this time is not necessarily happy. If it is an inexplicably bad mood, it is better to say that finally accumulated grievances. A person quietly fretting may regulate the mood, may also be more and more bullheaded, be annoying, and everyone in each time to deal with their troubles. The more you grow up, the more things you can't talk about, no one to talk to.

　　 The more you read too many novels, there will be some not and practical thoughts, occasionally empathizing with the tears or a happy smile will only be more silent, in the world of fiction, you can temporarily not think about something, or suddenly remember something. Sometimes, listening to a song, listening to it, and getting bored, why every song listening to people will anxious. Sometimes, playing games halfway through the game does not want to play, the heart is always empty, and can not find a home.

　　 The late night, closed eyes are trivial chores, and they force themselves to think about nothing, if there is sleeplessness, must not be unable to sleep, but stubbornly do not want to sleep.

　　 No one has the patience to listen to others to finish telling her own story, because everyone has their own words to say, just some stories are not necessarily verbal; no one likes to listen to someone complaining about life, because everyone has their suffering, listening to more will only put other people's troubles to their own excessive; and, the habit of silence, rare few, at least the kind of heart is very calm, the sea of people. No matter what the best final result is still given to time, slowly indifferent, slowly become dispensable once.

　　 If, life, can be rearranged. Then, life will be easier, I hope so, even if never believe in what-if things.

　　 One day, everyone is discovering that growing up means not only desire but also courage and strength, and some kind of necessary sacrifice. I was still a child in front of life, and I never grew up knowing how to love and be loved.

　　 A person always has to walk strange roads, see strange scenery, do strange things, and meet strange people. The fact is that it is not important to be familiar or unfamiliar anymore, how long will it take to laugh at everything now?

　　 When a person looks up at the sky, I just fall silent. The fact is that you can find a lot of people who are not able to get a good deal on a lot of things.

　　 The fact is that you will not be able to get a good deal on your own. The people who missed me and the things I missed are not just one or two, not just one or two.

　　I will not stay, because I was not able to stay; hard to stay, so do not force me to stay. Because the things that are worthy of me and for me to stay, not only one or two. More than one or two.

　　 The only thing that I don't know how to cherish more and make myself trustworthy is the word tough.

　　 The old fragments that you can't forget are called memories, and the old experiences that linger are called the past, and when you are hurt and tired, you will recall the past. Those people, those things, climbing me in the memory of the continued naivety, and innocence. When to start contact with the laugh, so deep, so deep, disgusting, and helpless lined with distorted human relationships. I want that quiet feeling of comfort, ease, comfort, truth, and warmth. When did you start to like the simplicity, simple people, simple things, simple life, but it is difficult to ascend the mountain?

　　 Just a few words are hard to make, and the lyrics have many expressions. In the song "Lie", Yoga Lin sings: "Don't say I'm lying, life is already so hard, some things, just don't break it down", Faye Wong sings in the book of laughing and forgetting: "You can care about others only if you don't care about them", Yang Qianye sings in the book of goodbye two Dingmu: "It turned out to be a happy life. "I'm the only one who didn't notice." Jin Sha sang in I understand: "This moment I understand, I'm free." Zhang Hui Mei sang in I want to be happy: "I want to be happy, I want to be able to sleep peacefully, some people don't hug to be warm, leave to not hate. Only then is it warm and not hate when you leave" ......

　　 The heart is very small, afraid of being hurt, but also easily hurt. In addition to yourself, you will not be the person you can rely on.

　　 The actual person is very hurt, afraid to be alone, but also easy to be alone. In addition to yourself, how many others are worth cherishing?

　　 The road is long, and afraid of bumps, but also often bumps. In addition to yourself, there is no one to hold the road to walk tired or not.

　　 The dream, very far, afraid to lose, but also often lost. In addition to themselves, there is no one to complete the dream together.

　　 The time is very short and afraid of wasting but also used to squander. The fact is that you will find a lot of people who are not able to get a good deal on this.

　　 The fact is that there are very few people who are afraid to meet but also used to missing. The fact is that you can also say who's who besides yourself.

　　 The fact is that you will be able to get a lot more than just a few of these. The fact is that you can find a place where you can feel at ease. Perhaps all of this can only be considered an indelible passage in old times. Finally, I look back and see that these are nothing.