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EMOTIONLESS YOUNGSTER

By syed aliPublished 3 years ago 3 min read

A MIDDLE-CLASS YOUNGSTER LOOKING AT THE WORLD FROM HIS POINT OF VIEW, HAVING A NUMB MIND, MINDING HIS OWN BUSINESS, EVERYONE'S CALLING HIM SELFISH.

AS HE GOT NOTHING. HE CAN'T ADVISE ANY OTHER PERSON ON WHAT TO DO OR WHEN TO DO ETC. HE THINKS THAT HE CAN ADVISE OR SAY SOMETHING TO OTHERS ONLY WHEN HE GOT SOMETHING TO SHOW. EVERY DAY HE WAKES UP WITH A NEW DREAM, HE TRIES TO PURSUE HIS DREAMS EVERY DAY BUT DUE TO FINANCIAL ISSUES AND OTHER ISSUES MAKES HIS DREAMS TORE INTO PIECES, THAT MOMENT, HE FINDS HIMSELF BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE, HE TRIES TO FORGET HIS DREAMS AND STARTS HIS NEW JOURNY AGAIN.

AFTER YEARS OF FACING THESE KINDS OF CIRCUMSTANCES AND THE PASSING OF TIME MAKES HIS LIFE MORE MISERABLE DAY BY DAY AND EVENTUALLY, HE BECAME USED TO IT.

AS HE HAS SEEN THESE KINDS OF TRAGEDIES IN HIS LIFE, NOW NOTHING MATTERS TO HIM, AND NO ONE CAN UNDERSTAND HIM, AS NOTHING MATTERS TO HIM, HE AVOIDS THESE TYPES OF THINGS AND IS NOW INTERESTED IN FINDING THE REASON FOR LIFE WHICH HAS TAKEN HIM THROUGH HARD TIMES.

BY MAKING HIS OWN RULES TO LIVE HIS LIFE, HE HAS DIFFERENT CONCEPTS TO UNDERSTAND THINGS AND DOES NOT SEE THE WORLD LIKE HE USED TO SEE IT BEFORE.

HE DOES KNOW WHAT THE NEXT STEP IS SO HE TRIES EVERYTHING WHICH HE CAN AFFORD AND MAKES ONESELF BUSY. WHEN SOMEONE ASKS HIM ABOUT HIS PLANS IN LIFE OR WHEN SOMEONE ASKS HIM ABOUT WHAT GOALS YOU ARE PURSUING THEN SOMETIMES, HE DOES ANSWER THAT QUESTION BUT IF HE ANSWERS, THEN IT WILL BE LIKE

"I'M A FISH WHO'S GOING WITH A FLOW OF STREAM, I DON'T KNOW WHERE IT DROPS ME AND IT'S UNKNOWN WHERE IT LASTS"

HE'S TRYING THINGS WHAT HE CAN AND HE'S FACING THE WORLD THAT'S ADVISING HIM WITHOUT KNOWING HIS PAST AND HIS PROBLEMS. HE HAS GOALS BUT HE WILL NEVER DISCUSS HIS GOALS WITH SOMEONE CAUSE WHAT GOALS HE HAVE NO ONE COULD DIGEST THEIR INTENSITY AND NEVER TAKE IT SERIOUSLY,

HIS NIGHTMARE IS HOW LIFE IS PASSING TOO FAST AND NOT WAITING FOR HIM SO HE GETS MATURE AND WISE. AS HE'S TRYING TO FIND HIS PURPOSE IN LIFE THEN WHEN HE ASKS SOMEONE ABOUT THE PURPOSE OF LIFE THEN THAT PERSON WILL NOT GIVE HIM A MEANINGFUL ANSWER. AFTER FACING THESE KINDS OF PEOPLE HIS CONCEPT OF LIFE IS WHAT FINDS MEANINGFUL FOR HIMSELF CAUSE IF NO ONE SATISFIES HIM THEN HIS MIND IS THE ONLY WAY TO THINK AND SATISFACTION.

HIS INTEREST ARE SOMETHING THAT TAKES HIM NEAR TO GOD AND WHEN SOMEONE NOTICES HIM THEY SAY "WHAT ARE YOU DOING? WHY YOU ARE WASTING YOUR TIME ON THESE KINDS OF STUFFS?"

TO DODGE THESE KINDS OF COMMENTS HE STARTS AND ENDS EVERYTHING ALONE, HE CRIES ALONE AND HE VIBES ALONE. HIS MIND IS TRAINED ENOUGH BY DOING THINGS ALONE AND AT LEAST HE LEARNED "HOW TO FACE AND WIPE OFF THESE PEOPLE FROM HIS LIFE" BECAUSE HE FOUND THAT THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS IS HIS FAMILY, HIS THOUGHTS NOW BECAME POSITIVE FOR HIM. AS GOD GAVE HIM FREEDOM OF THINKING HE'S TAKING HIS TIME TO UNDERSTAND LIFE.

BECAUSE IT ALL DEPENDS ON GOD WHO GIVES HIM LIFE EVERY DAY AND NO ONE KNOWS WHEN THEIR FUNERALS ARE GOING TO BE HELD. HIS LIFE COULD BE THOUSAND YEARS OR IT COULD BE FIFTY YEARS.

" IF EVERYTHING ENDS

THEN WHY WE HAVE THESE TRENDS?

NEW SHOES ARE GONNA BE OLD

WHY DONT WE KEEP THINGS ONCE AT ALL?

SO

LIVE LIKE NO ONE TRIES

NO ONE TRIES

NO INE TRIES"

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syed ali

"IT TAKES A WISE MAN TO UNDERSTAND A WISE MAN"

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    Written by syed ali