Starting University in the midst of a Global Pandemic

This years freshers was unlike no other to say the least. As the country emerges from being in lockdown and people try to return to normality where possible, the Class of 2020 prepared to start a new chapter of their lives in the most uncertain times.

Some students moved away from home to be told under new restrictions their classes would be moved online, finding themselves confined to their rooms. Commuting students are unable to socialise in person with their new class mates, leaving them feeling isolated from university life. On Campus students and staff are forced to social distance making it difficult for people to settle in to the new academic year, and all events cancelled taking away countless opportunities for us to make new friends, in a time where we need them the most.

I decided to commute to University due to the current circumstances, to save money and as my chosen University is only around 25 minutes away. Our timetable works on a three week schedule, two on which are exclusively online via Microsoft teams. In our minimal face to face lectures we are seated rows apart making it impossible to bond with people on our course. The rest of the time we work online, listen to lectures, attend tutorials, complete tasks, write essays, and attempt to adjust to university life. We sit alone all day in our rooms attempting to understand both the content of the course and what being a University Student is about.

As I prepare to start Week 3, I can't help but feel apprehensive about the week to come. Working from home would usually be a blessing, and I usually thrive in education, enjoying student life, however the fear of the unknown constantly hangs over my head. Each time I open my laptop I'm filled with dread as notifications pop up on my screen, and I am reminded of deadlines I need to meet for all the classes I am trying to juggle whilst trying to navigate my personal life. As much as I strive to be productive every day, I am distracted by my anxiety; telling me that I am not doing enough, that my work isn't up to standard, and that I am not cut out for University. I worry about letting my family and myself down and feel increasingly lonely each day as I study alone, missing my old college friends but unable to meet new friends in my new school.

Despite all of the struggles we are facing, which extends to everyone within society, we understand that to control the spread of Covid-19 these restrictions are essential. Everyone has faced struggles during 2020, forcing us all to adjust to a new reality. Although these circumstances aren't ideal we must try and find a way to overcome these challenges, and support each other through these difficult times.

I have found several ways to work through my anxiety over the last few weeks, taking time for myself and doing things I enjoy. Living at home means I have the support of my family, which has really helped me during this period of change, I am extremely thankful for them. I have met up with old friends who still live nearby, allowing me to get out of the house and take my mind off my studies. Well-being activities such as going for long evening walks, reading and watching my favourite Films and TV shows allow me to relax, and I recommend finding your own ways to unwind. This may be playing your favourite sport, creating art work, or spending time with your favourite people. Find your escape.

It's so important as well that you talk about how you are feeling to someone you trust. Settling into University life is difficult anyway, but this year we are facing so many new challenges. It's ok not to be ok, and there is always someone out there that you can talk to.