My theory on the beginning of the universe

Before I begin my own theory of the universe that holds just as much weight as all the others that can’t be disproven, I would like to begin with the Higgs boson particle, which is effectively an invisible force field that runs over the universe and distributes energy and current.

The Higgs particle in a very high vacuum weighing less then nothing splits symmetrically and creates something from less then nothing, hence the Big Bang.

That’s just one part of my theory as I believe just like lives the universe has many components but I also believe the universe and life are as everything is in this universe interconnected to a degree.

Essentially everything is an analogy for something else, the first thing that comes to mind is humans are earths cancer drilling out its blood and destroying it but the intricacies don’t stop their, as a part of the multi verse theory I believe that everyone is their own universe but they need everyone else to exist for all of their universes to coexist, for example, I’m in a room, I’m my own universe, someone stands next to me, they are also their own universe…but the world we are standing is, is the comprising universe when everything is put back into perspective could be just a small object in one of those universes of the individual people.

Also why I’m making ridiculous but valid theories I would like to gift you with a particular thought from my child hood, if human beings are 98% stardust I like to imagine that every star that shines is a soul shining bright before going back to its original state, in my mind it explains the constancy’s in gravity surrounding you and the people who come in and out.

Lastly because it’s getting late and I’m on the verge of going teetering mad, I don’t personally believe in a god, like everyone is their own universe I believe everyone is their own god and when they pray they are praying to them higherselves for understanding or something to that extent.

I hope you enjoyed my free spirited ramble, for nearly 32 I’m pleased I came to these ideations without reading and just through spending time thinking about the universe.

It turns out I hadn’t written enough words on my late night ranting a so I furthermore expand my thought to that of the zodiacs and that we are potentially living out 12 lives of each zodiac before transcending to a higher place of being. Of course some lives are shorter or longer then others but over the 12 lives I estimate they come close to living the same life span.

Also it’s interesting to think that all alternate universes could be playing out in a line next to each other forever going and when the black whole comes to and end and space is destroyed the higgs boson particle starts it back up again.

Anyway, I’m only new to this whole writing thing, it’s the first time I’ve written in about 5 years when I was mid 20’s, at the very least I hope I’ve given you something to ponder that you hadn’t thought to be the normal or accepted way of thinking.

I’m a big believer people should be individuals and follow their own thoughts instead of the governments, because when a community is free thinking for itself it’s dangerous to the government but when controlled by mass population controls like radio and television it’s a lot easier to keep people in fear based perpetual in the illusion that the civilians give up their civil liberties in the ode the government will protect them from all the evenly in the world.