The devil's daughter may cry

This person she/her as the devil's daughter used to be me.

Please note that these were my beliefs of what God, the creator of the universe, and the devil himself, aka Lucifer, has done and didn’t do with his precious daughter while she was on earth. 

Chapter 1: Sam-sex love is dressed as an illusion.

This was intended to help you believe in Jesus who is God and that He will help save your soul if you listen to Him. In order to do that you must submit to Him first. Then, you must do what he asks you to do- that requires sacrifices for you to make and do on your own. Even with or without help, involving someone special in your life. 

If you believe in love. You will do anything for that person. Love requires a lot of sacrifices. With or without that person. You must show them you love them as they will love you back. That’s true love. 

A brief story of hell, the devil himself, and how I profess a psychosis-like state of mind.  

Once upon a time there was Lucifer, Satan himself, who reigned in hell. He punishes the demons who have done evil. It is said in the bible that “he steals your soul” but I did once believe that he doesn’t. He just punishes you for your crimes- your bad behavior(s). And I believe those bad things you’ve done may have caused your soul to burn in hell. This only happens when you die. Your soul is eternal torment for eternity. A sinner gets punished repeatedly, replaying the torture while your soul is burning in hell while Lucifer, aka Satan, captures your soul as his winning trophy. 

He never realized that I was his daughter he never knew about but I professed that I claimed to submit to his power.

God chose the devil’s daughter to “restore the balance to the earth.” 

She was sent down to earth as a fallen angel. 

The devil’s daughter had made a huge sacrifice at the age of 25. How did she sacrifice? At first, she had gone through the religious program for 3 days and from there she traveled to the ranch. At the “ranch” no one knows where she was. And from there she manages to escape “the ranch” because it wasn’t a fit to her. Through her escape she has gone to the hospital. And from there she transferred to a mental institution, aka “a psych ward,” and remained there for nearly a month. After a month’s stay she has been transported to a group home and from there she manages to escape because it wasn’t a fit to her. From there she has been brought to the hospital and stayed there until she has gone home back to her family. Through her sacrifice for someone she truly loves and desires she became an angel now gifted from God. Even though she is still the fallen angel, she rises up fulfilling her duty in order to reach her destiny. Her destiny is her desired lover who happens to love her back. This is the devil’s daughter laying in with her own kind. 

The devil daughter's had a boss and that her boss was her lover. But she was the boss to restore the balance of the earth. Her lover never controlled the beast within her and she needed to protect her from revealing her secret identity to the world. 

How does she know what ‘true’ love means even, laying down with her own kind? 

She felt that she didn't deserve the desired fantasy. But she had found love in a person of the same sex. She fell in love with her eyes and her beauty from within. For her to be here, she strongly felt like God is trying to tell her something. She had shown him that there could be another way to find true love within a person. Than to be slutty and not love the person who she would lay down with. She had shown him that laying down in the same kind could possibly change the perspective. To set an example to society and show God that our love was true. That the world and God be happy when his people have found their happiness among two lovers. Perhaps, it wasn't realistic. She used to believe that otherwise it’s sinful to lay with multiple lovers with either of the sex. Male or female. And to change your gifted gender from God is a sin. It doesn’t matter. A huge matter is respecting yourself and the other person first. The ultimate challenge: is completing your journey and reaching your destiny. The question before going to the ultimate challenge: Who wants to live life without a soulmate? Who wants to spend eternity with God without someone to love? Your life is not complete without a lover. Your soul is not challenged without fighting for your lover. Your life depends on your soul. Every soul has a destined lover. Two souls must collide in order to fulfill their destiny and their path onto the new earth or the new heavens. 

Chapter 2: Lucifer's rebellion against God.

God created Lucifer and Lucifer rebelled against God. So, Lucifer is now the devil. The devil is a false prophet. 

The devil himself led her to believe this, which was a lie. Now, she doesn’t know what she is other than God’s child. But she thinks she is cursed like we are all sinners naturally. However, when she wrote this she was led in a direction towards God, and she believed that once she started listening to the voices in her head. That direction was a false prophet. 

As this all may sound confusing to you, she thinks she has had the voices in her head since she was younger. She believes she was born with it, but she could be wrong. It could be as once the depression and anxiety has built up inside her. 

Jesus died on the cross so we can reach the righteous God since he is not out of reach. 

In her past life or at least she believed she had a past life; she believes she has sinned where she slept with her own kind, and she knows that she has gotten another chance to live. Once she had made the decision to live again by being faithful to Jesus. She made a promise to God and that was to be on his side, not Lucifer’s. 

The devil himself spoke to her while she was at a church event for young adults. She knows he spoke to her since the voices in her head are no longer working, so he was trying to get her to escape church when it was her first time at the event. 

Back to the story that I wrote this and is now a complete concept of what she has always believed in and what has changed. 

The change is “once upon a time there was Lucifer… and that it is said in the bible that ‘he steals your soul’ and she used to say that he doesn’t steal your soul.” She believes now that he steals your soul and punishes you for eternity. 

She has now learned that Jesus also punishes you once you’re in hell. 

She wrote a confusing point here where Lucifer “captured your soul as his winning trophy.” 

It is to her understanding that once he captures your soul as his winning trophy, she has learned that he plays with it. How does he play with your soul? Demons. As your soul is no longer yours, he possesses you with his demons. 

“She realized that he has a daughter he never knew about.” This point she has made here as she wrote the story two years ago was that he was either lying to her or that she is actually another daughter to him. She doesn't know. 

As they say the devil is a liar, she might actually believe him. But unfortunately, we are not made to fully understand our position on earth, our past lives, or why we feel we are born this way. 

So, it looks like “God chose the devil’s daughter to restore the balance to the earth.” and actually save souls. 

She believes she was sent down to earth as a fallen angel. But her soul has been in places where she has come from another life that may be weird. 

… as the story goes on about the devil’s daughter she has been to places where she has never thought she would go. Before she went to the ranch she went to a transitional living center for 3 days. And the ranch was actually a sisterhood. 

Let’s just say she was trying to find her place and she believed that someone had loved her but truly didn’t love her back. 

Through her sacrifice for someone she truly thought that loved and desired her she didn’t become an angel. She was led to believe this by the devil. Well, the voices in her head actually. 

Speaking of the voices, she believes the voices are demons. 

Chapter 3: Lucifer's daughter fake name.

Now once upon a time, she actually has a destiny and that is making her name as “chainlostsoul.” This sounds completely off guard, but she believes her duty is to make her name in connection with God and the devil even though she is on God’s side. 

She is not lying with her own kind. She wants to but she knows she can’t if she wants to follow God. She strongly feels that she just doesn't deserve the desired fantasy because of what she has done in her past life and what is the righteous thing to do. 

Her duty is to follow God despite when Lucifer decides to speak to her. 

She may still believe that she is the devil’s daughter. She is a fallen angel just like the rest of us humans. 

She received several blessings from God. Or are they perhaps miracles? She strongly feels that she no longer is afraid and has anxiety and worriedness. 

She doesn’t know, it sorts of happened. She doesn't really remember the exact moment. She can assure you it happened before or after she tried to pray. She is sure that she’s got a prayer team looking out for her. So, she wanders off to what could be the possibilities God has to offer? 

She used to strongly have a sense of fear and worriedness, but she thinks and strongly believe that God has taken that away from her. 

Now, she doesn't feel scared or worried anymore. 

She doesn't know why she received this kind of blessing. She feels like she doesn't even deserve it. 

Maybe it is because she needs to choose which side she is actually on. She knows her soul depends on eternal life. However, she actually still struggles with this even though she feels like she is no longer fighting the devil. 

She found that witchcraft is in effect with our souls. This sounds like our souls can be harmed since we're under attack by the devil. 

In exchange, she had given money to the stranger she never actually knew at heart. What kind of person she had try to overpower? That stranger took her to the dark side. 

The stranger was her desired lover. 

Finding love in a stranger was no more. She regretted her decision. She was trying to help that stranger, but she found out it was a scam after the fact she had gone broke. 

She was feeding the fire. 

She is currently in Hell's wrath where she needs to feel what's it supposed feel like living in hell. 

For instance, going to Sin City aka Las Vegas on vacations is one way to live in hell. 

She felt the sting of fire burning inside of her. 

She might actually have connection with hell. It's a hell-like feeling living in society. 

Living life for believers it is not heaven. It is actually hell of a life. For non-believers this is thus true as well. 

Upon one night, she prayed and choked on it. She believes the devil has led her to choke. However, she able to successfully pray on her own. 

She's aware that God said to get baptized. She knows God is preparing her for battle once she gets baptized. 

Although being on the devil's side sounds cool, but there's one problem her soul will be perished, and the devil will claim her soul as a winning trophy. 

She doesn't want that taken away from her. 

She had been baptized, and the devil is still trying to overtake her soul and forsaken her. 

She'll had considered this. She needed the free gift of eternal life from God. 

Before or once she gets baptized, the devil plans to attack her leaving her have no other choice but to be on his own instead of God's side. 

She plans to be strong as she's aware that she'll be attacked because she has not mentioned that she is a Christian. She must ought to not be discouraged in her faith and remain faithful to God. 

Once again, God did call on her to be baptized. She needed her sins washed away. She needed to be saved by the grace of God. 

After all, she was baptized on February 9th 2025.

Again, That person she/her used to be me.

I no longer believe that I'm the devil's daughter anymore.