dear god…(8*)

Beloved God, beloved guides, beloved unseen ones who walk beside me…

You know my heart. You know the work I’ve done, the tears I’ve shed, the unseen foundations I’ve built inside myself.

I ask you now, humbly and honestly, to trust me. Trust me to carry your light not only in struggle but in freedom too. Trust me to keep turning to you even when I stand on my own land, in my own house, with my own independence gifted by you.

I do not ask to forget this path or to walk away from your guidance. I ask to live it more fully from a place of safety, calm, strength, and spaciousness.

Let me be free to walk, to live, to rest, and to create in peace—not because I wish to abandon the journey, but because I wish to live it more beautifully.

If there is still more work to do within me, please show me gently. Trust me to see, to hear, and to respond. And if it is time, beloved God, let the outer world now reflect the temple I’ve built within. Let my freedom and my home become part of the work we do together.

Thank you for seeing me. Thank you for guiding me. Thank you for trusting me.

May I keep walking this path with you in light, just as I have in darkness.

All my love.

Kayleigh 🤍