Inthu Parameswaran

Inthu Parameswaran

I always had a dream to be a writer but my hidden self-esteem was suffering. Truly appreciate your existence. Thank you for the visit and any read you may have enjoyed, written by yours truly.

- Living Organism, Inthu

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  • Inthu Parameswaran
    Published 15 days ago
    Body Art - Tattoos

    Body Art - Tattoos

    Guilty.
  • Inthu Parameswaran
    Published 4 months ago
    Better Day(s)

    Better Day(s)

    It’s Monday morning, the air is crisp, the clouds are grey and the kids have woken up at their usual 6:30 am timeframe. A newly single mother and her two amazing kids shared hugs, good mornings and quick conversations about their dreams and the events that took place the night before; a joyest and one of the blessings everyone should do more often. She was getting ready to complete her first responsibility as a mother. Since her ‘shift’ had already started at 6:30 am.
  • Inthu Parameswaran
    Published 5 months ago
    You're so old Grandpa..

    You're so old Grandpa..

    I'm getting the impression that my parents, who are aging as we all are, have convinced themselves that they are "too old" to pretty much continue living. On top of this impression which I should really state is an epiphany, their loved ones and the public also convince my naturally aging parents that they are in fact "too old." CONVINCE was a very thought out word on my part for this whole paragraph and introduction.
  • Inthu Parameswaran
    Published 5 months ago
    Women who Inspire, my Woman.

    Women who Inspire, my Woman.

    The thought of the day is about a specific woman, someone who inspires me, who motivates me, someone who I look up to or have learned something valuable from; from this specific woman in mind. She could be my mother, my sister in law who is still considered a sister technically, a female school teacher, an entrepreneur also known as the owner of platinum albums, the famous fierce singer, song writer Mariah Carey or finally an activist I support, such as a new born baby girl - go woman power. It just seems like there are way too many women in my life who equally have played a significant role in my upbringing; in the impact they have had in my life and how they continue to inspire me to this day. I can, however, narrow down my genuine gratitude to one incredible woman whom I have had the pleasure of knowing my entire life. She is the true hero, a prime example of a woman who inspired and inspires me moving forward.
  • Inthu Parameswaran
    Published 5 months ago
    The mind and heart connect and can malfunction.

    The mind and heart connect and can malfunction.

    I’m staying at my house alone for this weekend. I’m picking my kids up this Sunday evening and starting fresh with them Monday morning, it will be go time for spoiling mom mode for the rest of my amazing children’s lives until 18 or younger; depending on what they want to do whenever their heart and mind are locked on a hopeless dream. Of course the minute a woman sees a stick she just peed on that reads positive she already knows her life is theirs until death do us apart.....that’s the definition and a great visual example of love, of marriage, a life with a contract and also a platinum strength laminated bond. These are all just words you know? Did you think of it that way any time? Words to put in a definable dictionary so that the world could somehow function as a definable unit, perhaps defined as the human race. Why is there chaos though, misunderstandings? Competition? War? A human’s ability to use their inner strength to do something, anything in any second of the day blows my mind truly, people are fascinating creatures of earth; but man is this whole new perception but also real eye opener harsh as it came 6 days ago and whole heartily - honestly speaking, an even harsher emotional slap that struck worse than your physical slaps last night of what MY harsh reality really is. Men are all hungry assholes no matter how much a strong woman is willing to lower her set roots, what I thought real honest men really appreciated in a woman, even in my desperation I still had my roots, my own self respect for me- not what you think respect is. Remember these are just words, a person truly holds the outcome of what any single word’s meaning, one of the many valid or false perceptions we can say, is, wouldn’t you agree? I don’t fuck around, I only fucked with you with my real heart, you stole it from me when I was 11 years old; what heart did I really have remaining after those years? But you take no thoughtful time in letting me feel that you will never want me enough to officially claim me as yours and that with actual pride! Let alone can you even say you don’t like me as how I love you. That Inthu is nothing more than really just a great fuck. I mean you hate my spoken words right? The last thing I thought you would hate about me. This love language is in me; it was proven yesterday that im the biggest fool in love with you though. You have always chosen and still choosing to and from the minimal information you indirectly told me yesterday that you will continue for the future, take advantage of me and who I am just for your sexual needs; only your pleasure. Did I really want to fuck yesterday or did I just really badly want to see you and only kidnapping you would give me a slight hope of holding you. I’m not at all coming from a negative heart, it’s just facts. Facts are harsh, I know ok? I’m a good person and I take pride in my abilities, let alone the love I have for every noun I know. A woman should naturally break her every idealistic perception of what she believes is her worth, not from what she feeds from the male species at least. That’s definitely unhealthy it seems. Especially when I just can’t seem to take the blindfolds off my eyes quickly enough to not be thrown acid at them instead for a real burn, a real taste of what’s really happening. How such an irresistible man, my man, fooled me into thinking he even cared for my feelings; that he does want to do something unexpected for me, that he’s not all just talk and make believe. I just want to take care of you for your children; you’re already an awesome father but I know you can and I thought you wanted to always be the best version of you for anyone not just your kids. I want to hold you every night, serve and protect anything you love, fulfill any silly or crazy wants or wishes of yours. Man but this morning, you didn’t care to just cut my blindfold off. You walked away without a hug or a bye, just an excuse for why you’re running from me this time. I felt everything I saw. You just wanted to fuck me like every other boy alive. Fuck Inthu’s innocently known but somehow stingy with regret feelings. What about sexually, just sex feelings - fuck the love. I should have never told you what you mean to me. I don’t know why I bursted the bubble I put you in, in my mind all these years when even then you never heard my cries to just wanting to be with you forever. What was it again that I recently discovered that it’s actually all my fault for being an idiot, oh yeah- men are just hungry animals without a full functioning heart. Anyways, back to my kids since that’s all you can define as your moving forward days of your life that you only want and have convinced yourself that it’s also what your kids want/need 24/7; should one of of my kids wish to travel abroad or pursue a dream forcing us to move to California - (loveeee....strong base,
  • Inthu Parameswaran
    Published 6 months ago
    Oh Canada..my quick theory on what's up with Covid? And possible solutions. Why not?

    Oh Canada..my quick theory on what's up with Covid? And possible solutions. Why not?

    I like facts lets just get straight to them and hopefully write it in a context that the whole nation can understand.