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Inspired Healing

By Shirley BelkPublished about a year ago • 1 min read
Our Mindful Life from pinterest.com

Inspired by Mike Singleton's artful prose and perception of Carl B. Parker's painting.

Her Shadow and Solitude

NOT THERE YET

This is me, mired somewhere between hope and despair

having not the stamina to carry on, but too much belief not to try

Sixty seconds in a minute, each one dropping off a memory...

This is me, mired somewhere between hope and despair

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Having not the stamina to carry on, but too much belief not to try

an empty, hollow space is evident and a question mark lingers

what could possibly fill the boundless hole left in my heart?

Having not the stamina to carry on, but too much belief not to try

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An empty, hollow space is evident and a question mark lingers

a strange and different kind of love will abide within my being

one that reminds, his love is not gone and it will be glued to that place

An empty, hollow space is evident and a question mark lingers

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A strange and different kind of love will abide within my being

I haven't lost him at all, really and truly, have I?

Only lost are new memories I will never be able to make again (here)

A strange and different kind of love will abide within my being

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I haven't lost him at all, really and truly, have I?

He lives within me in those spaces still and he strengthens me

His love lights up my being and gives me hope

I haven't lost him at all, really and truly, have I?

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This is me, mired somewhere between hope and despair

having not the stamina to carry on, but too much belief not to try

Sixty seconds in a minute, each one dropping off a memory...

This is me, mired somewhere between hope and despair

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(I am working on getting to that place...but I'm not there...yet)

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About the Creator

Shirley Belk

Mother, Nana, Sister, Cousin, & Aunt who recently retired. RN (Nursing Instructor) who loves to write stories to heal herself and reflect on all the silver linings she has been blessed with :)

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