I love night drives

I love night drives. But they often remind me of …you. Heading to you…leaving you…the giddiness I’d often feel…even if we were just hanging out…even if only for a few mins. I have this sort of muscle memory, I always end up taking that same route at night…no matter where my destination is…often wondering what would happen if I just showed up unannounced…what would you do? Would you pick up? Let me in? Turn me away? Who knows…cause I’ll never try. Instead, I’ll just keep wondering & wait for you to extend that invite, that may never come again.