What I Wish I Had Done in My Abusive Relationship...
I've always been a shy girl/woman. My whole childhood and teen years I was nervous to really do anything, fearing that I would fail. It caused me to avoid lots of things. Even though my parents encouraged me, there were still some things I could not do. I always felt loved by my parents, and never yearned for love outside of what they gave me. However, I was very naive. Inexperienced in relationships and how some men can be. I dated a couple of guys before I met "him." I don't believe in slandering people so last names will be kept hushed. For personal reasons, we will just call him "Cal" because he always reminded me of Rose's boyfriend in Titanic.