When trouble comes around

Traumatize

That shit really had me traumatized.

Family ain’t family and friends that don’t mean shit.

How you say you my family you never there when I need you.

I don’t have no friends cause all they do is stab you in the back.

Cause if I tell you what I been through that shit would have you traumatized.

Momma wasn’t there and daddy didn’t care. “Well enough “ to know he was creeping in my room doing thing I didn’t like tell me to be quiet or I was going to die.

All that did was fill me with hate and my life I wanted to take.

I was thinking why would I want to be here. Nobody didn’t care if I was dead or alive and if I die today the world would be a better place.

So I tried and tried but nothing seem to work I guess god was giving me sign that I got something to live for.

I started doing shit that I meant to. Started going through shit shouldn’t never been through.

I had a few friend but guess it wasn’t meant to be what it was from the get go.

Love is like a trip once that flight over its over.