When Aroha goes wrong (when love goes wrong)

by Jane Smith 8 months ago in heartbreak

Kia Kaha Wahine (stay strong woman)

When Aroha goes wrong (when love goes wrong)

Trying not to take it personal

To keep it in perspective

Handle the jandel!

But when someone leaves you

Tells you it’s over

Just ends your relationship

Where do you lay the blame?

One minute they love you forever

Next minute they dont

What happened?

What changed?

A million things, or just one tiny one??

Sometimes you never know

The truth not exposed

So you tell yourself its you!

“I was stupid to trust again”

“I caused this”

“It was my fault”

“What is wrong with me?”

“Why does everybody leave me?”

However, this time I will refrain

Not fuck up my own brain

I value myself

He didn’t deserve me if he could throw me away so easily

I gave everything of myself

I revealed things like never before

He is the broken one, not me

I am worthy of love

I am love

I have to believe

That it wasn’t meant to be

Rejoice in the positives

Admittedly they are few

But I can build on that

Construct the life that was meant for me

And remember not to take it personal

Kia Kaha Wahine

Jane Smith
Jane Smith
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Jane Smith

I write my feelings, my secrets, my distress and my desires. All my stories are true. I have bipolar disorder so my life is like a thousand lives in one. Writing is therapy for me. I hope you enjoy my stories and poetry.

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