What Will Happen

What will happen if one day

I smile and be truthful and say

I'm broken and I need help, would anyone stay

Would anyone care or leave me at bay

Would you lend me a hand when I need this aid

Just like that, all those memories fade!

You don't listen cause you told, your problems are bigger,

It made me think, mine ain't gonna matter

Is that a delusion or real, I stutter

As I try to get myself together

The tears in my eyes swell altogether

To pour it all out I just need, the last petal of my wilting flower

But will I listen to my heart, an advice

Or give shoulder, as I heal my maimed eyes

Is taking care of myself considered selfish?

Overthinking became my new fetish

What will happen to me I don't know

To reap what I sow, once again I wish to grow

It's okay cause my tears watered the plants, it will be lone

made me realize, the moon shines even if it's alone

So what will happen? let's leave it to the flow

I'll embrace myself, through the adversities I glow

It was just me at the start and so I'll be at the end

Through the journey, I'll be there for myself breaking all the unwanted hem

~A loner, surviving through life