What If (I Wish)
A letter to the younger me; if I had a time machine, I'll go back to guide her, tell her what awaits her us
What if I told you that your life would be hell
hell on earth
What if I told you that you'll be depressed
What if I told you that one morning you woke up contemplated suicide I know I know shit hurts
And What if I told you that life won't be easy for you, there's gonna be ups and downs
You might just fall in love but keep in mind that it's only infatuation
If I told you all this would you be scared?
Would you keep going?
If I showed you a map of the future that awaits you would you reroute?
Or would it be for better or worse
I wanna tell you that I love you
I wish I can give you the world
I wish I can give you the life you deserve but that's not how life works
I wish I can take depression from you
I wish I can guide you from here to the future lol and just tell everyone I'm your doppelganger
I wish I can be here to fight the demons off
I wanna say sorry for what I'm putting you through but this battle I'm fighting is making us stronger
when you catch up you'll be head strong, you'll be a warrior, you'll be an angel on this earth
I love you so much take care babygirl