What I Want

I want to write a decent song.

I've wanted it for too damn long.

For once I want to try

And not at all cry.

But who cares when I feel numb,

Or even when I'm feeling dumb?

Will I be able to be a poet?

Or did my attempts already blow it?

I always feel sad

And most certainly feel bad.

I have had some writer's block recently (the last few days), so I kind of spit-balled how I am feeling with a rhyme scheme. I know it is worse than normal but thank you if you read it.