We Both Go Together If One Falls Down
You Know Who You Are
"If one goes down, the other starts swinging...”
I remember when I was enough for you.
I remember when you were all I needed.
I would give anything to go there.
I would give my life to undo.
Oh, God.
Undo.
I don’t think you feel the same.
The gaping hole inside my head,
The uneven steps I pretend to take,
The cracks and fissures inside my brain,
Unsteady beats my heart.
Unsteady my hands.
I can’t wake up.
14hrs a day isn’t enough.
& I hear you crying out in my sleep.
I feel you crawling into bed,
I feel you in my house,
& the fog in my head convinces me you’re here.
You’re alive & you’re here.
& you said “Don’t ask or I’ll cry.”
& I woke up at 4am thinking you’d died.
& I couldn’t breathe because it’s not you,
It’s supposed to be me.
I was there when you fell & I snarled at everyone who came to help
Because I was strong enough for you.
I could pull you out & carry you home.
I always carried you.
& I remember the day you told me to go away.
& I realized that you were carrying me too.
& I never said thank you.
I never saw your side.
I was selfish & needy & mean.
& you just carried me through.
I miss you.
I miss you.
I miss being yours & I wish you were still mine.
About the Creator
Melynda Kloc
Creating one-of-a-kind moments through immersive art and writing.
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