Into the wind I whisper a dream and crash to the grass
Run my fingers through the strands
Wondering where I am going to land
I have everything to gain
Nothing to lose
And yet I am here wondering what on earth I should do
All of this silence is overwhelming, yet I wanted it
I feel like crying out in frustration
But then feel exhilaration
Is this what madness looks like
Am I trying too hard to see a future that is not for me
But then again only I have the power to get me where I want to be
Then why does it feel as if my whole life
Has been orchestrated by a bigger hand
Why do I feel as if I am just a piece of a predetermined master plan
Well I do not care
I am for this plan whoever made it happen I am here and that is all I have to know
But from here and ever onward where do I go
If I just jump into the unknown with nothing to lean on
Then I trust my fate to a world that has torn stronger people than I to shreds
And what would then happen to me when fed to the wolves and left for dead
No, I will shake my head and rid this fear
Because this is all I have ever wanted, all I ever needed
Thought to any other path in life goes unheeded
I know this is the very thing that I was born to do
In every word in any life I must have been a scribe
To think anything else would be a possibility well we all know that is a lie
Whoever I whisper these words to I will trust in you
Because right now I am disowned, abandoned, and that's really nothing new
I have long since learned my place in the way the world has always left me in the dark and never had I formed a 'crew'
A loner and an outcast were more my descriptors said with such an ease
I have been wandering this world alone and really I am ok
I am stronger now than anyone could every say
And with my pen and paper I could set this world ablaze
Instead I decide to write the message of love and hope always
Flowing in and through me like the blood through my veins
This world has done me so much wrong and I almost lost hope for all
But then there was something that gave me cause to pass and stop my fall
It was fate for what else could make me stall
It was a voice that was whispered in the wind and told me 'your'e not done'
There was little room for argument and thus the argument was won
And since that warning low in my ear I have since this journey begun
I guess there must be some God who wanted me
But when all was left to chance and there were other choices greater how could that even be
I set my sights on those around and with the bigger impact see
Who I was and who I am reflected in these words
I write a truth that many find just to hard to hear
I say with all sincerity "come to me if you need an ear"
No harsh judgement in me will you find for what right have I
I am more than what could meet the eye
And all I have known are those who lie
In the end
If I allow you to rule my heart
Than let it be known that I am not responsible for the outcome or the start
About the Creator
Maya Papaya
A creative at heart but a squirrel for a brain. Making the actual completion of anything is yet to be determined 😂
I am a content creator, writer, and world traveler (still getting to the last part)
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