Vacation Mode

Sitting here drinking my coffee and I feel as if there is an elephant sitting on my chest

After a long night of tossing and turning so, I didn't get any rest

Why must I spend my time overthinking the unknown and setting expectations

This is the part of my life that should feel like the perfect vacation

I am following my goals and seeing my dreams begin to come true

Step by step, little by little... I am finally getting my crap together...

Who knew?

Yet, me, myself and I are fully aware of what it takes to start once again at the bottom of the page

So why am I consumed with sadness, overwhelming anger, and rage

I want to be known for my kindness and huge heart

Not as the "hot mess" girl that is always falling apart

So, "chin-up butter-cup"

The best is yet to come...

Now get out of your head and start letting yourself have some fun!