Last night I told him I hate him and I meant it.
I hate what he does to me.
Hate that we have a real connection and a valid chemistry.
Hate the way he lies.
Hate that I’m here,
In your bed,
Again.
Like I never left.
Like it’s my spot, when I know he’s had other lovers here.
That residual energy.
I hate that he still makes me cum.
Always.
I hate that I can’t walk away and I can’t figure out why.
I always figure people out but he’s an enigma.
I can’t tell if he’s running from valid feelings, or just running game.
‘I love you’s in between power plays?
I hate that this is precisely the kind of bad romance I’m always attracted to.
I don’t want love if it’s easy.
But I do love him though.
Dangerously.
Indifferently.
That remains to be seen.
And last night I told him I hate him, but I really just hate myself.
About the Creator
Officially Corazon
Perpetual Daydreamer
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