All my life I never knew my father; it was no secret but I held the pain is so well,
As time went on I couldn't help but feel like part of me was missing, as if I was only half a man.
I went on day by day not knowing the other half of me so within all the hatred I developed; I began to dwell,
Sinking into an abyss of self loathing & blinded by sadness within myself that was created merely by my own misconceptions of why my other half left me so for awhile that was the one thing I just couldn't understand.
But, now I'm a loving father of 2 & 1 on the way,
23 & only getting better as I research my true potential.
So I don't hold any misery or suffering in my heart as of today,
Because although my Father missed out; I'm being the best I can be for mine while providing love that is unconditional.
Their laughs & smiling faces are what I live for,
Even when times are hard my Angels will always come first & never become a bother.
So, maybe someday I'll meet my father but if not then I won't fret because I will continue my life & only soar,
I just hope my kids will always remember me after I'm gone because even In Death it won't stop me from being there for them; Unlike My Father.
About the Creator
J
Gather around everyone... It's Storytime
& maybe, just maybe, one of these can help you through the day..
- Jacob
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