I would try to tell you
how long it took to
find the love
inside myself again,
but that would require
me to remember
things I still hate, which
stings with heartache,
because I am convinced
I deserved better than
whatever you gave.
Forever didn’t seem
so long when
spending it
alongside someone who
tried to see the universe
in my eyes,
until I realized
all you had been was a
falsehood feigning affection
for the sake of companionship,
not wanting to risk loneliness.
Undear, you never
cared about the stirrings
in my brain,
all the things
I mused about late at
night. What a mindless
game we played
pretending we were made
for each other
before ever knowing ourselves.
I would try to tell you
how long it took to
love myself again,
but you
don’t deserve it.
Those kinds of secrets
belong only to those
passionate enough
to search for
the universe
in my eyes.
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Sam Eliza Green
Wayward soul, who finds belonging in the eerie and bittersweet. Poetry, short stories, and epics. Stay a while if you're struggling to feel understood. There's a place for you here.
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