Told, Left Unsaid
Poems from Journal Titled, Black and Blue (2018 - 2019)
"Told, Left Unsaid"
Poem derived from my first completed journal, Black and Blue (2018-2019). Written May 22nd 2018.
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Little do you know
That you are being thanked
For being that one little ounce of push
I need to project my truth
Tonight in a room filled with
Unfamiliar faces:
Your actions rehashed harsh words
That cut deep like an open wound
That doesn’t bleed
Because all you see is raw tissue covering the bone.
But what would I do
Without your ability to motivate me
To retell the truth that I share
With millions of strangers
Who love my soul,
Without knowing who my mortal body is?
In enunciating each consonant and emphasizing each vowel,
I stitched up the wound,
That needed urgent care my bullshit insurance couldn’t cover.
It made me realize that
My greatest misconception
Was thinking your hands were my holistic medicine,
When they were more like
Sickness prevention pills
That these money-hungry
Pharmaceutical companies restock and refill
So you can keep coming back when your body
Can no longer take the withdrawal:
I thought I’d finally be cured,
But I’m left swallowing your lies
And deceit, leaving me even weaker,
Dependent,
As addicted as ever.
Thanks to you,
I sit here with a new-found addiction.
All these words told,
But left unsaid,
My healing is in this blue ink,
On these black lines,
Within these off white pages,
A beautiful painting,
Left unfinished.
About the Creator
Alyssa "Lefty" P.
28 year-old NuYoRican from Spanish Harlem who has a passion for writing, learning, achieving peace, faith, and empowering others. I've established a career as an educator and career counselor for over five years. Instagram: @alyssaleftyp
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