To The Person I Love Next

Dear Future Love,

I’ve been broken in my past

Shattered to pieces, actually

Because my heart

I thought

Was so much more full when I allowed less

But so much was missing

And in pushing away or ignoring all of the empty parts

I was brought to a downfall

And I did the same with my body

The more empty I felt and the less space I took up

The closer to complete

I thought I was

Right when I believed I was achieving what I had sought out for

My world came crashing down

My failures have brought me to this place where I understand now more than ever

That emptiness does not make me more whole

I am learning to love myself as one piece

As a perfectly imperfect human

Going back to my roots

Where I stand up for what’s right

And participate in a life where interactions are fun and exciting

So that way, I can love you too, just as you desire and deserve

I can not ever promise a love without conflict and compromise

Or a life without ups and downs

But I can promise that all of me will love all of you

I will meet you exactly where you’re at and will support you through this crazy ride

So get ready

I’m goofy

I sing classic rock songs out of tune with a passion

And love going on adventures

Or staying home with the fur babies

I will always love fully and won’t ever leave you questioning what my intentions are

I am a writer and believe communication is so important

But so are actions

All I ask of you is that you see me

And love me accordingly and I will do the same for you

Get ready to take on the world with me

Sincerely,

Your Future Love