To the Boy I Never Dated

To the boy I never dated...

I'm sorry.

It seems silly to apologise when

I was nothing to you

I had done nothing to you

And that's exactly why I am.

All we are is two passing clouds

Both alike but not the same.

Joining together to create shade,

A cold spot for a sunny day.

But we made storm.

And rainbow and lighting are never seen together

But I can imagine what they'd create

The excitement

The fear

The joy.

That was everything I wanted

The simple and agonising pain

Of love