another long night
my efforts to bury the memory of you
coming home the next morning
bare feet on the pavement, the grass and dew
open the gate, fix my hair
step on a rock or two
walk up my stairs
it’s empty, no one will have a clue
what i’ve done
to try to bury the memory of you
enter my room
finally release
take off the costume i wore
it’s like routine, i aim to please
pick out something pure, an untouched canvas
what i wish i could be
spill my black paint
a drop lands at my feet
turn the music up and ignore all my calls
“your body is your home”
well, i am as empty as these halls
you say it shouldn’t be a norm
to want a drink at 10:30
but my nights never end
they bleed into mornings
and when i decide to try for sleep
the thoughts begin to creep
anxiously from background
no music will smother that sound
as if they’ve waited patiently for me
for when my defenses are down
this is what it feels like
but you have no clue
how hard i try to drown
all these memories of you
-g.m.t.
About the Creator
g.m.t
bare bones,
here are rests the things ive wrote,
to purge, to mend whats broke.
read, or dont. <3
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