This Broken Record
an original poem by Jason White
When I think of all the things we could have been. All the things we could have seen. Everything I didn't want to be. And all the shit I've become. I look at the scars I got. The ones that stare back at me. Those that don't. I spend hours cursing the skies. Bludgeoning my fists against the ground. I'm like a sailor with no seas to navigate. Now I ain't got shit left. Not even the skills that made me who I once was. Just a shell of a human who had once been. Addicted to a life that could've been. Maybe shouldn't be. Just ask the empty bottles all over my floor. The fire in the hearth cold just like my soul. Full of ashes, proof that happiness lived here before. Don't ask me what I want. I just can't cope with pretending no more. I'm about to take the needle off this record. It's broken and I don't wanna listen to this song anymore.
About the Creator
Jason White
Jason White is a father, a grandfather, knowledge seeker and sharer. Jason is the owner of Growth Positive Consulting where he puts his fundraising and management skills to great use. He is a writer, a woodworker, and a philanthropist.
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