The Shadow Worker's Hymn
Allegro
To all the nights I bit my lip so hard it bled,
My chin stained red,
just to quiet the tears
In fear
that they might think I’m in imposter
Wasting my youth on fake sorrows that crossed her
Off the list, as another cheater,
a plagiarist
Thank you.
To all the the mirrors I broke
Tense words I spoke
That made their way into orbit, short-circuit, magnetic
My subconscious was to these pungent beliefs
That rotted my chattering teeth
Stole my youth from me with no penalty
Just so I could be skinny, fit down a chimney,
thinking that would make me a gift to the world,
A small girl whose assembly was user friendly.
Thank you.
To all the people who saw my heart as toy,
The bat boy, cowboy, decoy
you set up as child’s play
So I’d become wet clay,
weed in your airway, the flowers after de-cay
Something for you to mold as I molded
And wrinkle as you folded
And frozen as you bolted
Thank you.
To all the summers I spent shaking,
not from cold but from breaking,
Into powders for the baking
Of a household missing the yeast for the dough,
The heat for the stove,
The brisk allegro screeching from every blow,
To the costume of our souls,
Soles aching from carrying my family’s woes
In my backpack in the cubbyholes.
Thank you.
I thank this gradient of misery,
For teaching me
What it means to be human.
What it means to take on the plight
Of descending from light
Just to end up in shadows and tattered bed clothes,
In hopes that I can compose a string of words that juxtapose
The feeling of darkness.
Colorful prayers and archangel players,
and bright musical chairs with heirs of the air(pause) signs,
giddy from realization that with shadows, their must be luminosity,
curiosity of the glow that emanates from palmistry,
The gleam of astrology, mythology,
The ideology that our souls had autonomy to
chose this biology that rises with the trees and sets with the soil,
To ascend our spirit into higher consciousness, cognizance bottomless,
Our purpose, monogamous, wed to our auras with confidence,
That we will find her in this dimension.
But first we must drag these bones through
the dusk and the night
So that one day our essence might
Find the shred of light
To cling onto as a birthright,
Until the twilight brings
The morning sunlight.
About the Creator
Reader insights
Nice work
Very well written. Keep up the good work!
Top insights
Heartfelt and relatable
The story invoked strong personal emotions
Compelling and original writing
Creative use of language & vocab
Easy to read and follow
Well-structured & engaging content
On-point and relevant
Writing reflected the title & theme
Excellent storytelling
Original narrative & well developed characters
Expert insights and opinions
Arguments were carefully researched and presented
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.