On the days my socks are soft
And I write about the smell of coffee
I miss the days I walk barefoot
On the warpath of my rage.
I cannot wish for madness
All the time
But I do.
I want the blood in my veins to be hot
The saliva in my mouth to be foam
The coffee to burn my tongue
And my socks to feel itchy.
I like the scars that battle leaves me with
A little too much.
I count the bullet holes
Trace my stab wounds with my fingernails
So they crack open.
I fall in love with the devil
A million times
So he can hold my soul captive
Because I like the way it hurts.
The way to self sabotage
Is polluted with black smoke
And I smile when it makes my lungs burn
So I can gasp for air.
I do not want to win wars.
I want to fight them
And forever stay a warrior.
About the Creator
Sara
Don’t look for love.
Be love.
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