Stay with Me
All the things I wish I said to her, I now say to you.
Today you gave me a great big hug.
I savored it.
My heart aches.
I breathe in your sent.
I mentally bookmark
this warmth.
You say I am yours and her baby.
You say it with a smile
that emphasizes your pride.
You say it to reassure me
of my greatness.
She's gone.
I found the envelope for the last
birthday card she wrote to me,
and cried for an hour.
I have so much regret left
from the day she left me.
I can't imagine feeling this way for you.
I don't want to feel this way for you.
I love your "have a good day" text.
I love you laugh and your chuckles.
I love car rides with you.
Today I was faced with your mortality.
You lost your train of thought
in the middle of your story,
not for the first time.
I always love your stories.
Even if you can't remember
I just let me be in the room with you.
Do you remember driving me to school
those mornings in '12?
I was always running late.
Do you remember buying me art supplies?
Do you remember sitting in your bed
drawing together?
Today I was reminded of your mortality,
and it echos in my head.
All I ask for is for one more hug,
one more laugh,
and one more car ride.
I hope the hug
lasts forever.
I hope the laugh
echos in the halls.
I hope the car
never runs out of gas
About the Creator
Khalia Monique
Young Black female writer. I just want to share my passions with the world.
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