some doors close

There’s a reality most don’t see

Others find reasons to believe in change

I never wanted to feel this way

letting moments come while still on the run

I don’t deserve to look for hearts worth saving

I keep finding only empty rooms

and linger on furniture longer than I should

But I knew once the door closed behind me, she’d never find me again

So, I found the highest mountain

I went as high as base camp

We met there and shared a sleeping bag

And that night you told me you couldn’t swim

Later when the door closed behind me, I knew you’d never find me again