SHATTERED SOUL

Emptied my bottle of sorrow,

Too many drinks I have spilled,

For I watched the world through,

And admitted my sin to guilt.

The soul I've lost was broken,

I'm not sure how it left somehow,

And I sat and watched my life sullen,

In too many virtues I failed to vow,

It shows on my face, red lips stolen,

In pale face, watch my veins for now,

I'm ugly in defeat,

Sitting in my chair to cow,

Ate my body weight incomplete,

Then purged my stomach,

Air to allow,

Teeth went rotten,

Each day I watched in the mirror,

Help me God, For I've gotten,

All my sins darkened and clearer,

Cuts all over turned stubborn,

Cried my heart"s content,

It"ll be over soon,

The promise from the night and crimson moon.

Will be mine and I'll disappear,

The end is coming,

It's nor beautiful,

Nor it's safe from fear,

But I'll wait,

Just as I am on time,

To evaporate with my final tear.