Searching for a true friend

"Searching for a true friend."

I used to think that friends were friends forever never to part,
maybe in distance but never at heart,
who was I kidding in this world so cruel,
to think that someone would care back enough-
boy was I the fool,
to begin to trust someone enough
to even call them a friend,
only to find out they weren't
ever really one in the end,
no calls-no messages
no hi how are you,
no what's new-what's going on
why are you so blue,
why can't someone care back as
much as I do them,
Why must I always feel like
I am being condemned,
Just once my wish is for