Don’t
Don’t make me foggy, don’t make me drowsy,
Don’t make me anything that I don’t want to be.
Don’t make me numb.
Don’t make me dumb.
Don’t.
Make.
Me.
Numb.
Cause truth is
I’m better off without you
But too much for others that I don’t know how to
Don’t know how to deal
Don’t know how to cope
Don’t know what’s going on inside
Cause I don’t know myself
Don’t
Don’t force them down my throat
Don’t force them down my throat
They calm me down
But they don’t
remove me
from the environment
that made me this way
They just take my brain away from the equation
The only math I care about
Putting the lost pieces back together
Don’t
Don’t remember the abuse,
don’t remember
Don’t
Cause it didn’t happen
But I know better
Especially
When I’m not on 200mg a day.
Zombie
Like the rest of the world
About the Creator
Andrea Bonder
Advocate of substance abuse,child sexual abuse and mental health. No matter how big or small our traumas, you my friend are a survivor. Expect dashes of my personal interests
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