Railroad
A Study of Asian Hate
“Go back to the railroad”
The one that you took credit for?
When we were the ones carrying the load
Sweat dripping out of every pore
A waste, what was all that work for?
Treat us and our families like cargo
Give us the TNT to make the mountain blow
Pay us half of the others’ wages, though
You drink up the profits earned
While we mourned
You gained
While we spent and left and lost so much to get in
We didn't even get to bury our family before you put us on our ships and drove us out again
We gave you tea, silk, and porcelain
How did you thank us? You drugged us with opium
Then you started two wars after we threw it in the ocean
You just didn't like that we fought back
Because you were killing our citizens
There's no more head tax
So you find another way to give us the axe
Born on the eastern side of the tracks
So you go through with the attacks
Blame it on our race when you won't wear a mask
“Kung flu, China virus"
It's not just a joke when violence is what it will incite
It's not funny when a boy and his father are slashed in the street because you chose hate over insight.
They know we're human beings
Still choose to hate us more than a disease
I'm afraid to walk on the street with my family
Can't stop thinking about that day in elementary
When a kid stretched his eyes out and said he looked like me
You did nothing when the mob finds the migrants and start lynching
Burnt down Chinatown, naturalizing, excluding
Now you knife a man in the back when he isn't looking
Beat an elder until he's lying on the ground bleeding
I still remember when the name was Wuhan and not Covid
Acid in the face, spat on, insulted
Nine women killed, threatened, assaulted
Shoot five refugee children because they're Cambodian and Vietnamese
Killed Vincent Chin and you were gunning for the Japanese
Remember when you incarcerated them, even though they fought for your country?
How is that not already proof of their loyalty?
All I see is cowardice for all that talk about supremacy
You’d think after all that China would have some sympathy
Instead, they let a baby freeze to death and make the mother hold the body
So much for solidarity
I thought they’d have more respect for culture after what they did to our ancestors.
Now they're no better than our oppressors
My grandfather fought in WWII, was a veteran
My grandmother fought cancer in her colon
He is not a hunter of white women, not a yellow terror
She's not curing your "yellow fever"
You wouldn't be kissing up to her if her skin was darker
You can say "Ni hao?"
We can say "Hello!"
I don't care
I'm not going to be sized up like a piece of meat even if I'm rare
I don't like your "Lotus flower" stereotype
Sorry if I have self-respect and that means I'm no longer your type
You know in China, "Dragon Lady"'s not an insult
It's a compliment
Try speaking or reading Mandarin
If you can do it and it's fluent , then make fun of our accent
Lack of proficiency in English doesn't make you any less competent
Ironic, without us
You would have no gunpowder to wage your war on us
You would have no paper to draw your buck-toothed pictures of us
You would have no printers to publish your slurs for us
No compass to sail across the sea and colonize us
So, if we go back to the railroad,
Good luck carrying your own load.
About the Creator
Phoebe Sunny Sheng
I'm a mad scientist - I mean, teen film critic and author who enjoys experimenting with multiple genres. If a vial of villains, a pinch of psychology, and a sprinkle of social commentary sound like your cup of tea, give me a shot.
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