It’s hard to speak my mind
When I feel that all is wrong.
It’s hard to speak my mind
When you only think I’m wrong.
I cannot tell you how to feel
When you only give me pain.
It hurts my heart to hear you’re mad .
I feel left out in rain.
I cannot speak of what I know ,
For you’ll grow madder still.
I cannot ease your troubled mind.
To you, I’m just a pill.
It hurts me to hear your voice
As it echoes angrily.
If I had but one choice
No one would bother me.
I try to remain silent
And let the blows fall.
I try to keep reliance
That someday you'll know all.
I sit in torment stricken,
Waiting just to feel
The weight upon my cheekbone
Of a sting I know too real.
Yet now it comes never.
I’m trapped within my mind.
Forced to live forever
Searching to never find.
And through this misery burning,
I struggle just to try
To find the reasons I am learning
To why I don’t deserve to die.
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