For as long as I can remember it’s always been loud
Screaming
Shouting
All I hear is insults
All I hear is swearing
Nothing has been inspiring
It has not been uplifting
It scares me
Terrifies
Immobilizes
I can’t hear what everyone says
I miss bits of the conversation
Always having to focus on one person
At one time
Still not hearing everything they say
Then I met you
And for a few seconds
Silence
The voices stopped
Then I could hear the wind
I could hear birds
Those few seconds were bliss.
But the noise came back
The nerves made them worse
There was something different this time
They said nothing about you
The norm is to insult
disrespect
slander the people around me
Alongside that comes the “you’re worthless”
“You’re wasting your time”
“They’re pitying you”
This list goes on
The list gets worse
More abusive
More degrading
But through that I’m happy around you
It’s easier to ignore them
It’s easier not to believe them
They don’t talk about you
Perhaps they like you
And if they like you then this must be love
They the voices are a reflection of my feelings
The voices are what I think
Manifested into something destructive
But if they like you
Then this love for you must be unconditional
About the Creator
LT
I just write what I feel. Sometimes it’s short. Sometimes it’s long. Sometimes it rhymes. Occasionally I write stories. But mostly poetry.
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