It’s trying its best to survive
It controls you within
It makes you delusional
It breaks you to pieces
It makes you think it’s just your fate
It strips you out of your dignity
Until you are an empty shell
You fight and fight
But it’s always there hunting you
You search inside for a spark that might nourish you
But you just see a flawed fool standing before you
It tears you apart how disturbed everything is
I fall on my knees holding my shattered heart
Praying and begging for the pain to cease
They call you existence; I call you a poisonous soul
A fool soul that doesn’t trust its owner
It waver you from your beliefs
It keeps you paralyzed until you listen to her lies
A poisonous soul that eats its owner
Looking up at the sky with my bloody tears
Fighting to be freed from its disastrous words
It’s eating me apart every single minute
Maybe it’s just a wishful dream
For The agony to leave
And the truth is that it never ceases to exist
Until you cease from existence
But what’s new
Deep down we always know how everything work
And it reminds me of how foolish we are and always will be
But I keep asking myself why not trust me
Why is it so hard on us humans to trust?
Is it that hard to trust our existence?
Abandon our expectation and turn around how things preserved
The vulnerable warmth in our gut will guide us
Why not leave it to it
To trust yourself
Believe in yourself
It’s always been the answer
But we are foolish; we search for what could be seen
, What seem as a dream
We run away from real
That’s why I call us fools
We always fall for the poison even from ancient years
But remember we are not in a fairy tale
Where we wake up with a kiss from prince charming
Because where we live prince charming is the real poison; not the poisoned apple
About the Creator
Shamss2001
I like to share my ideas and journeys, in search of mental clarity and consistency in life✨
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