'A party trick you’d say
when you stuck pins
through a layer of skin
upon your pale finger tips
wrinkled and torn
red and raw
but I saw
the other things
you’d sink into your skin
like liquid narcotics
and blunt catgut strings
a double elastic band
choking round your wrist
that the pluck of
made a ball from your fist
or the wedding band
that suffocated your digit
a finger or age
I was never too sure
but I swore
when your hair
no longer settled
as light as a feather
on top of fresh white linen
anymore
that I’d go
through the door
of the house
we once called home
back in the days
when we didn’t feel so alone
and a phone
was used for contact
not for Tinder and Snapchat
deleting the back up
for your messages on WhatsApp
But perhaps
in the midst of my madness
and the hole in my heart
we were meant to be a part
of the fucked up triangle
we pretended was love
but above all
the rise and the fall
the swings and roundabouts
through the make up
and fall outs
sneaking through back doors
when parents were out
the amounts
of love found
catered for the love lost
and each cost
each broken segment
(like the mosaic tiles
in your mother’s kitchen)
of my being
were worth the itch
that I can never quite scratch
for the past
I can never quite get back
two lovers entwined
like the rhyme
from The Twang
but you would never
hold my hand
a demand
I never made
but a wish I always had
to feel the touch
of a wrinkled finger tip
from the pins
and needles
that were always
getting weaved
through out it.’
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