Panic

My innocent heart

eventually skipped a beat

and for years now I've

been falling apart

so unprepared, so blind,

couldn't see,

Just how damaged i've come to be

though i faintly recall,

some memories that aren't gone,

when I would give life my all

and looked forward to my dreams

and regular people things;

but here lately it seems

I can't recall the ones with history.

I've pleaded, i've been defeated

begged you to help stop the bleeding

Help me please?

I can't any longer stand it

help me, love,

im in a permanent panic.