I have bees buzzing in my brain
and I have been given no mercy
A punch to my throat
Ice sliding down my back
It’s no comfort to me
The path before me is the thinnest sheet of ice
with no stable ground beneath
The next wave of anxiety could shatter the ground
then I’m gone
A freezing snowstorm could cover the path with a dense white blanket
leaving me with no clear direction
The bees keep buzzing
My throat begins to throb and bruise
My body starts to lose its feeling
as the violent shakes attempt to generate heat
How soft do my footsteps have to be?
How slow must I walk to reach the end of this fragile path?
Do you hear that?
I swear I can hear someone coming after me
They’re lugging something around
it sounds so heavy
I keep waiting for the hammer to strike right before me
I’m still trying to get as far as I can
but my surroundings remain the same
It makes me wonder if I’m even moving at all
The runner charging towards me is getting closer and closer
The wind is picking up
I can see the dark purple snow clouds gathering above me
It’s getting colder
The footsteps louder
The ice beneath me is starting to feel thinner by the second
My hands clasp around my throat
There’s no air coming in
I want to drop to my knees
but the impact would be too great
I want to rest
but the bees are growing louder and louder
Their honey begins to seep out of my ears
out of my eyes
I’m coughing up the thick sweet goo
The ice is cracking
The snow begins to fall
The hammer strikes before me
There’s no mercy at all
Just the swift gust of cold wind rushing through my body
I squeeze my eyes shut
and take a deep breath
I don’t want to see my own ending
I don’t want to feel it
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