Outside heaven's walls
poem/song Art by Evaline Rose.
The stars they wake tonight
light the sky, twinkle and die
billion years gone by
and you can't answer why.
Stare at the sky with me
Beside the house
moment of memories
I'll take this moment
to my grave
Like the stars
what could be happiness
destroyed supernova
because I was a mess
Oh how I miss
the beginning before all of this
plain and simple
could be bliss
But everything left just crumbled.
Fell out beneath my feet
I exploded and I can't take back
all this regret
Anxiety, depression and fear
took over held the wheel
and kept me under
I was drowning
and it all went down
with a supernova
Years go on on
hit and miss
here and there
but it's all nowhere
I can't collect my heart
from the ashes of my memories
All I've left
is fragments of a past
gentle moments
and tearsdrops I wish I caught
I love you, so simple miss
a princess in the past
where my heart exists
But everything left just crumbled.
Fell out beneath my feet
I exploded and I can't take back
all this regret
Anixiety, depresion and fear
took over held the wheel
and kept me under
I was drowning
and it all went down
with a supernova
And Now I'm left
walking heaven's walls
cast out
unable to call aloud
the flames licking at my soul
teasing the day
they will just
just swallow me fucking whole
Let's go back to a moment
please before all this
before the cloud cleared
and I love you
became I hate you
before every mistake
that stemmed from it
I'm broken
I know I can't expect
anyone to fix me
but I'm broken
I know I can't fix what was
because it's broken
but still
I'm here longing
for the simple things
we once had,
back in the beginning
When moments with you
were all there was
all I had
still they are all
I wish for...
Now I'm left
outside
of heaven's walls
Kaloriinn, James. Mason.
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