Ought-to-biography

What has been done to me,

the karma is not mine to own.

I free myself by sending the karma back to them.

I ought to open those wounds and practice healing

and release the past.

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Many have walked over me,

used me for my resources and kindness.

They have shown me their true self.

I ought to practice forgiveness so I can free myself from them.

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The world has taught me to overcome obstacles,

other's demands has caused blockages,

I choose to face their demands with a resounding "NO!"

I ought to know my strength and face each obstacle with integrity.

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My foundation has been cracked by abuse, addiction or co-dependency,

Generational trauma has been riddled with brokenness.

I learned from masters brokenness.

I ought to smelt the cracks together with gold,

become more value to myself so I can be better in the world

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Love wanes in this world.

People pass others struggling.

They pass damage and hurt to others.

I ought to concentrate on love and introduce love back into the world.

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The world rains on everyone,

life trials visits everyone.

I can't help everyone, but I can still help one.

I ought to practice empathy and open an umbrella to stop the rain for one.

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The world is full of ugly,

deception and greed.

I can't stop betrayal in others.

I ought to develop my compassion skills so I can ease their pain.

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Understanding is not found in books,

It's watching what others do.

Seeing the small things they value.

I ought to trust my intuition to understand those in my surroundings.

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I have ignored my intuition

made questionable decisions.

I have betrayed myself by not listening to my needs.

I ought to work on listening to my knowing.

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I let the world determine my worthiness.

Degrees are just paper.

The knowledge needs to transform to impact the world.

I ought to walk away from the world and trust and love myself.

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I am an air sign

the world to toss me around

good or bad, I decide what is right for me.

I ought to tether myself to my own beliefs.

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The world builds purpose on money and material gain

The smiles and laughter

my family's love is gold.

I ought to have courage to love the ones around me.

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I am a giver.

I gave away my power.

I have lost parts of me and became enslaved myself to them.

I ought to fight for my independence and never give away my power.

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Worries shows me I am trying to control.

Mind whirls and becomes chaotic.

Imagination runs wild telling me stories not true.

A fictional life produces worry.

I ought to let go of control so there are no worries laughing at me.

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Storms in life have built strength,

resilience and adaptability

have built a powerful me.

I ought to practice my personal power.

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I ought to take care of my health,

Other's don't respect my time,

Yet life has caused me to ignore me.

I ought to get active and take care of me.

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Habits are success based,

Meeting demands of others,

have built strong organizational skills

proved my worthiness in the corporate world.

I ought to build habits that build a healthier me.

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Life's juggling act causing chaos,

Not everyone should be a ball in my act.

Some throw my balance off so they need to be let go.

I ought to let go of those who unbalanced my world.

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Dreams and visions has been others.

The dreams of the ancestors

are not mine to carry.

I ought to make sure my dreams are not compromised.

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I ought to is my old way of thinking.

I ought to has no baring on me.

I ought to is a weight I not longer need.

I ought to keeps me from moving forward.

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I ought to has no more power

in my world.

I am no longer waiting

Stop the ought to.

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Stop waiting

conquer the ought-to's.

That habit,

I am game to build so I can move forward.

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Stop waiting Sheila, and just move forward.