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Old Comforts

by Elise Lashinsky 2 months ago in performance poetry
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Sometimes comfort seems to come in things that hurt you, but then you learn what comfort really is

Old Comforts
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Comfort used to be all day in bed

playing dead, trapped in my head

not knowing what to do

not knowing if I wanted to do anything

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Comfort used to be routine

Keeping me moving like a wind-up toy

robbing me of little bits of joy

every day, just the same

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Comfort used to be an empty stomach

gnawing at the terrifying

substance

anxiety dulling my need for sustenance

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Comfort used to be solitude

so no one could see

my shame and my failure

the dysfunction chipping me away

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Comfort used to be wasted money

empty purchases that drained my bank account

and left me wanting for more

band-aiding the poverty of my soul

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Comfort used to be 11:30

when I could finally go to sleep

close my eyes

and journey away from my life

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Comfort used to be silence

shielding myself in a numb quiet

not the silence of peace

but the silence of nuclear destruction

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Now, comfort is waking up, the morning

sun shining through the windows

no longer mourning

days I’m not sure I want

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Comfort is spontaneity

trying new things

and taking obstacles as they come

not worrying about what might never be

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Comfort is dancing in my kitchen

twirling as I bake quiche and macarons

nourishing myself with sweet and savory memories

celebrated around the dining table

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Comfort is greeting the ones I love

with big hugs, spending time together

without a timer ticking down

listening and talking without distraction

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Comfort is gifts

of time, attention, and affection

giving and receiving

smiles, laughs, tears, and chances

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Comfort is tomorrow

all the aspirations I grow

waiting for each day to begin

rather than needing it to end

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Comfort is words

strung together with my own hands

no longer eulogies

but hopes for what is to come.

performance poetry

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Elise Lashinsky

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  • Mescaline Brisset2 months ago

    I can relate to that a lot!

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