Not What I Thought I'd be

I unlocked more of love

All alone in a cave

Than you ever have

Chained

As some heartbreaker’s slave

But I still think of you

All alone in the gloom

And I crave of your flesh

As it makes me protrude

Like an unaccept

Ogre

Awaiting regret

And the nothing

I want to do

Full of regret

Still apart from you

Down

All apart from me

Frowning

All I need

You is now

All I‘ve known you

Is how

She could ever submit

To me down on me quitting

My leave time is now

And I know

She’d just frown

To imagine me drowning

Believing the now

Was just demons

Of doubting