Never the Answer

He sits in silence as his soul screams from the darkness

Trying to find the light but every stepping stone seems spark-less

Every broken love felt with a sharpness

There's no longer a beat in his chest, if it's as he has become heartless

He sits and wonders what has he become

Is this the end, is he finally done

Should he give up, have the demons won

He asks all these questions but receives answers to none

Stuck in a space between love and hate

He sits in hunger, with nothing left on his plate

his mind a prison his heart the inmate

he knows he must escape this eternal state

but he no longer asks how, now he's stuck on the why

Feelings of deep depression beginning to intensify

with no tears falling because his eyes are dry

He collects all of his memories so he can say his goodbyes

It's at this time during his recollection

He sees his whole life and takes a closer inspection

At all the joys hes experienced next to all the rejections

He looks up at the mirror to find a slight smile in the reflection

All he can see is his family and friends

Even when he felt alone they were there, beginning to end

From his head to his heart the blood began to ascend

warming his soul as the darkness began to transcend

He's accomplished a lot it's been a hell of a ride

Joy's and sorrows far from side by side

The amount of pain couldn't catch all his smiles, even if it tried

No longer sitting he stands on his feet, not today, not ever, that's a big no to suicide!