my fights

I wonder sometimes when they ask who am I

Am I a child of most high or cling to his foe

I know what's closest but I struggle to show it

When looking for reason the world gets decieving

So I keep looking straight and try avoiding It's gaze

It then reaches out in other ways saying

Death touches all you're just like the rest

But I know heaven teaches life and protects those less

I often stumble on steps behind those ahead

But they love me dear and remind me I'm protected

Sometimes I struggle when my thoughts get painful

My Demons lurked in memories but I've become friends with angels

The Heralds fight what I can't see, truth is, they're much too forgiving

The Wraiths seem to hate my peace and despite my faith they fight with me

The Light I hold is a crown that's free and shows a redemption I now seek

The Dark when appears are shades of my fears fanning away from a spark

The Sun when shines I never compare, but it shares it's glory with my heart

The moon and I regretfully were close in self; both too far to ask for help

Until a crater formed touching my heart peaking through into the dark

Bringing gifts one was love I could feel someone from above

A hand reached out under the moon the Sun saved me from leaving soon

A story about another mans progress saved me when I felt helpless

I once sought wisdom from who I thought was an enemy

Now I cherish every moment we meet as time has passed far too quickly

Some sins still cause my soul to bleed I may still have scars mentally

However I reflect on my cold life it all changed with a place of healing

Knowing such things I can't say I'll perish, My dream is to be just as selfless

-Shalløw