My Dearly Beloved Mike

My dearly beloved Mike,

I miss you so much already.

I do love you a lot and will hold on steady.

This makes me feel like...

Inside I am dying.

This pain that is inside of me is so very real,

But I will forever keep on trying.

For my willpower is harder than that of steel,

Even though right now I can't stop crying.

I am kind of hungry but I do not feel like eating.

It is very much to me like a lengthless race,

That there is no beating.

All of the time that I have that is not spent,

Looking at your handsome face.

Because of where it is that you have went,

It is so very defeating.

No matter of that right now,

It is not your doing and I still forever love you.

I hate the system so much to neither I would bow,

If it were that I too was in your shoe.

A hundred thousand words cannot explain,

Neither could I fit all of it on one single page,

How does it feel, all of my pain,

Neither all of my rage.

How this system has given me so much disdain,

It is the reason of such,

That is why I am going insane,

At the very lack of your special touch.