Red like our beating hearts
Fast like our love and dreams
Old like our fights
Small like our truth
I live through your Monte Carlo
I will never forget
I know you will never forget
I just hope you can forgive
I look out the window every day
With that glimmer of hope that I'll see it stop in front of me
You'll get out and give me a kiss like you used to
No.
The Monte Carlo has been damaged
I caused it
You never asked for it
You would give me your love till the end of the world if I let you
But I didn't let you
I stopped you
I turned my head and my heart shrank
I wish I could tell you
I wish I could whisper into your ears again
And express my bottomless sorrow
your arms wrapped around me like blankets
Yet I'm still so cold
The cold is coming from inside me
My heart has frozen over
You are a victim
You received the blow of my frozen heart
For which you never asked for
For which you were undeserving
For which you prayed for both of our good,
would never happen
But it did
I did this to you
I took your heart and I put it in my hand and I squeezed until my fingers touched my palm
So innocent and full of love you were
crushed by someone who doesn't even love themselves
I love you,
though
And I can love me too.
About the Creator
Colin Wareham
Someone once told me writing is therapeutic. Don't bully me.
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